It has been a while since I’ve posted anything as I have been busy and done alot of thinking, I am going to discuss about self love.
I’ve always struggled to believe in myself ever since I remember, when I was growing up I went through a lot of abuse, even my mother would put me down quite often for being a big girl and having other issues.
Recently I’m trying to Self Love as I always put everyone else before myself as I like to please people and try my hardest to make them happy. I need to learn I never be a size 8 no matter what how many diets I go, seeing plus size models boosts my confidence and not feeling alone knowing we all come different sizes.
It was a pleasure meeting one of my inspirations Tess Holliday last month, seeing her makes me accept the fact you don’t need to be a size 8 to be happy and everyone can wear whatever their want even be naked if they wanted.
It was actually one of the best days of my life meeting people who are different sizes, I didn’t want the day to end.
I’m on a journey to put myself first, focus on my dreams and learn to think positive more often. I go to a support group for survivors every fortnight until February. Hopefully I’ll be a stronger, happier and confident person in next 5 months.
If people can’t accept and love for who you are, they don’t belong in your life for a reason.
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Sorry I haven’t posted a blog in over two months as I keep telling myself to do it I end up not bothering, finally I made the effort to do a update and what I have been doing over the summer.
Well I can say the weather hasn’t been the best in UK this year but I’ve done few things over the summer. I’ve got a new manual chair which I wanted for years as its easier for me and everyone else to push around, got a unicorn tattoo, went to Manchester comic con, went to London and went to visit some relatives in Birmingham.
Here some photos;
me and my sisters 18th
new manual chair
have to wear glasses for long distance
my two best friends
dressed up as a robin
my unicorn tattoo
me and my bestest
disney store in london
stuff I’ve brought
seeing my Grandad first time in 22 years
It was great day to see my Grandad after so long, it feels so good to be a part of a family and not feeling like a black sheep 🙂
I went London on my own as I was meant to meet a friend but things got cancelled for a good reason, but it was a good experience and something different than what I’m used to.
Hoping to go Liverpool in less than two weeks to meet one of my idols which I met nearly 2 years ago. Tess Holliday is a inspirational to me but the last year I’ve knocked my confidence not feeling comfortable in my own skin, I know I never be a skinny girl I just want to able to accept me who I am again.
September 2015 when I met one of my idols, Tess Holiday 🙂
I will try to blog more often and find other stuff to talk about, I really hope you like my latest post and thanks for reading.